5 things..... I swiped this from Shukeh's blog ^_^

5 things I'm currently I'm happy about

1. I finished fixing my room - so that now, my little sofa bed sits under my bunk (will act as a couch) and it perfectly positioned in front of my monitor so i can watch movies comfortably...
2. Hung and I are hitting the one year mark in 4 days!
3. I have Shukeh and Clara to whinge to on a daily basis... ow we are like 'bum' buddies... cept Will's not a bum... he has a job -_-'
4. My lil bro has finished school... so I'm not by myself at home everyday
5. Christmas is coming!! And I am looking forward to our family xmas eve dinner at the Sofitel ^_^ (There's about 20 of us booked...it's gonna be one long table lol)

5 things I'm currently..... angry about >=(
1. MY F*CKIN' SPEAKERS STILL AREN'T PLAYING ANY SOUND THEY WERE FINE THIS MORNING YOU @*@#(@#*#*#@@!!*!@!@* ARHHHHHHHHH
2. I don't have a jobbbbbbbbbbbb yet i need money and no one will give me one :( not even one!
3. I HAVEN'T LOST ANY WEIGHT!! AND I'M CURRENTLY BLOATED SO I LOOK WORSE!!
4. I'm so tired, but I wanna get 1000 monster kills in Dragonica lol so I can loot the treasure chest lol... I'm angry coz I was on 820 kills when Hung accidentally restarted the comp to try and fix my sound :(
5. It's almost christmas time and I can't afford to buy everyone gifts :(

5 things I'm currently......... scared about D:
1. I NEED MONEY
2. That I will never go back to my original weight... I've been excercising and eating light for over 2 months now and it hasn't really improved... I'm getting a little disheartened and I admit the last few days I've been lazier and ate whatever.... >_< style="font-weight: bold;">5 things that I am wishing for! :3
1. MONEY!!!!!!!!
2. MOTIVATION!!!!!!!
3. A JOB!!!
4. Inner peace.....
5. I hope that somehow I will tone down, shape up and look f*cking, ridiculously hot for summer

I cut out the last part... which was 5 things i find good and bad (that it evens out) because my brain is now mush... I just complete my 1000th kill in Dragonica and managed to get the bonus chest........... I am now going to open it to see if it gave me something worthwhile.. then i'm heading to bed >_< goodnite world

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self note (next morning)... holy bad grammar. but i'm going to leave it like that.. so u can see how tired I was :)

I don't want it anymore

I'm tired of waiting. Waiting for you.. waiting for everything.

I'm not gonna be patient.

I'm not gonna wait for change.

I'm sick of feeling like this.

I wish I could relive the year.... so I can do it properly.

I don't know if I'm better or worse off than last year. I feel like I'm shrinking again.

Only this time, I'm numb.